Going for Older Men
After I had a baby my husband stopped touching me. We still had sex from time to time but it was nothing like the passionate lovemaking we used to have. I went years being sexually unsatisfied before I found out he was fucking his secretary. I wasn't sure how long they'd been doing it but I overheard a couple of his coworkers talking about me when I went to visit him at work. I heard enough to know he'd been fucking her for quite some time and everyone knew about it.
I wanted to get even but I didn't really know how to do it. We didn't have very many friends, we had moved away from my town because of my husband's work. All the people that we knew were tied in with his company in some way or another. I just wouldn't feel comfortable getting rejected by someone he knows so I wouldn't want to take the chance. Does that make sense or am I crazy?
Admittedly I'd put on a few pounds in the two years since our daughter was born but I was still far from being overweight and still attractive to men. I'd noticed lots of guys checking me out when I'm out shopping. I don't even know why I feel I have to mention it. I suppose at the time my self-esteem was so low that I felt that there wasn't anyone who would be attracted to me, even though there were hundreds of signs all around me that should have eased my mind.
But then, there's nothing like hard proof (forgive the pun) and I was determined to get even. I was too shy to even put an ad in the personals section of the paper but somehow a personals add on the Internet seems less personal; more discrete, more approachable. I joined Adult Friend Finder and was overwhelmed by the number of quality guys that were more than willing to take a young mother out for a good time.
It was more than just flattering, it was intoxicating. Do you know the song, "It's Raining Men?" That's the way I felt for the first few months I started meeting men on the Net. Now it's gotten to be so routine I take it for granted and find it hard to remember what my life was like before. I never go sexually unsatisfied anymore.
It's funny how my sexual tastes have changed in the last year. I don't like younger men anymore, although I went through a phase where I had affairs with nothing but. It took some time before I started to really appreciate a man that has been around a little and knows what a woman wants. A man that is patient enough to make sure every night is one to remember.
I never thought that I would go for older men but after talking in a chat room with him for a long time I was so turned on by the things that he said I just had to meet him. It really is true that your brain is your sexiest part of your body. That perverted old man brought me so much pleasure that I thought I was going to pass out more than once. For the last month we usually meet in a motel room and he always brings a suitcase full of wonderful toys. I've done everything with him. I've let him fuck me in the ass (even though I don't like it and I don't do it for my husband) and I've let him use his entire toy store on me. I think it's the submissive role that I take with him that turns me on so much. He's very overpowering when he's fucking me with some huge vibrator or licking my pussy while pulling anal beads out of my ass.
I don't know, for some reason I feel that I just can't say no to him when we're together, like saying no would ruin the whole experience and it wouldn't be magical anymore. And yet, he's never been demanding when it comes to the frequency of our get-togethers. He's there to please me whenever I want and he never initiates the encounters. I'm the one that keeps coming back for more. I love having my self esteem back, and I love my new life.
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