I'm happily married and I don't think that having an affair has anything to do your husband or your marriage as long as you're discrete about it. I love my husband and he is a wonderful sex partner but I just can't picture myself being completely faithful to him for my entire life. I think it's a sacrifice I don't have to make and I don't think it's natural either.

Of course finding a lover though the Internet isn't exactly a natural process but it does solve a lot of problems. I have an enormous selection of men to choose from and there is always a man ready to satisfy my needs at any moment. It's also easy to find a married man that is equally interested in keeping an affair discrete and short term.

I'm able to experiment completely with these other men. I like trying different kinky things that I'm not sure I want Bill (what I'll call my husband here) to expect all the time. I've never let my husband fuck me in the ass while I have a huge vibrator in my pussy but I did it last year with a perverted businessman I met on the Net. It was something interesting to try that came about on the spur of the moment. I would have had serious reservations if my husband had been the one to suggest it. I consider it a good thing that I didn't try it with my husband since I didn't like it. What would I do if he wanted to do it all the time?

I've also tried having sex with two men at the same time. The sheer number of ways a land-mine like that could affect a marriage is staggering. I have a friend that tried having a threesome with her husband and another man. It was his idea but he became so jealous about it for years afterwards that it ruined her marriage. From my experience, a threesome isn't something I want to repeat. It was a little bit too much cock for me. I feel proud that I am enough of a woman to be able to satisfy two men at the same time (and they were both healthy young studs) but there were just too many sensations all at once for me to handle. Don't get me wrong, I still enjoyed myself and consider it one of the sexiest experiences of my life; but a considerate, patient lover is what does it for me. I feel I am a better person for having experimented enough to know what I want and what really turns me on.

For me, great sex has a buildup and it revolves around concentrating on how a particular sex act makes me feel. A threesome just spoils the pace and there is too much going on at once to concentrate on any one thing. It's just too intense. I also know that one man can't satisfy my needs. I love the excitement of having sex with someone for the first time. The anticipation, not knowing what the experience is going to be like and being pleasantly surprised is what really turns me on. A guy with a nice body, a confident demeanor and a tendency to be slightly kinky puts me over the edge every time. My husband is like that and it's one of the many reasons I love him. I just have to have more men like Bill in order to be happy.

Actually, I know for a fact that cheating on my husband has improved my marriage. It makes me appreciate Bill more when I end up with a man that isn't as good as him in bed and I do take home the kinkier things that I have enjoyed while experimenting with other men. For example, I had tried anal sex with Bill only a few times and never liked it but when a persistent man I had an affair with introduced me to the wonders of anal plugs and expensive lubricants I like them so much that I went out and bought them for Bill to use on me at home. He bought me a diamond necklace after our first weekend using them he was so thrilled. I also got better at giving head when I had a lot of practice getting this guy's monster 9-inch cock down my throat. Bill couldn't believe it when I managed to get his 7-inch cock in my mouth and lick his nuts at the same time. He's always complementing me on how good it feels. Since he will never find out that I've been cheating it won't hurt him, and he's been benefiting from it too.