When I found out my husband had cheated on me with an old girlfriend of his I went crazy with jealousy. It took me about a week to get control of my emotions and I stayed with my parents to get some time to think. I weighed my options and decided to forgive him and have an affair of my own in secret. It only seemed fair. I was sure he wouldn't do it again but to me our relationship just wouldn't feel right if I didn't do something. My decision had nothing to do with him, just the way that I would perceive our relationship.

It's difficult to explain, but if he could have sex with a woman and get away with it, not having an affair of my own would make me feel like he had taken complete control of our relationship. I don't like feeling helpless. Cheating on my husband to even the score would assert my independence and reassure myself that I'm in control of my life.

Almost a month went by without having a clear plan of how I was going to have an affair, or with whom. When I remembered that my cousin had found her husband through the Internet I bought a computer and got on the Net. Adult Friend Finder was the first dating site I signed up on, mainly because it was free to join and it had a ton of ads with pictures. For a listing I took a picture of my tits with a web cam and I spent some time getting it just right. My pussy tingled with anticipation knowing that a lot more men than just my lover-to-be would see my naked body.

It took less than an hour to find a guy I felt was more than adequate and we agreed to meet the next day. I was so excited about what I was going to do I felt like I had to tell someone. It was hard to keep a big secret like that in. An incredible urge to tell my husband came over me, not out of anger or to hurt him, just to share my excitement. I didn't of course, but that's how altered my normal frame of mind was.

As planned I went to his apartment the next day and knocked on his door. I thought I was prepared for anything, but when I was greeted by a man with looks good enough to be on a soap opera I was barely able to say hello.

He was very polite and he invited me in for a drink. His name was Darrell and I know that he caught me checking out his ass but he didn't say anything. He was very cool with the whole situation, the exact opposite of how I felt. As we talked he made me feel comfortable enough to change the topic of our conversation to sex.

He surprised me with a bold move where he said practicing sex was much better than talking about it and pulled me close. I made the next move and kissed him, darting my tongue around his bottom lip. From there I slithered down his body and helped him with his belt. I love unzipping a guy's fly for the first time, it's like unwrapping a present.

He had a very big cock, much bigger than my husband's and I licked the entire thing from base to tip. I got really into sucking on the head while stroking the base with my hand. He was very appreciative of my efforts but before he came he pushed me away and led me by the hand to his bedroom. I was then treated to a tongue-lashing and he nibbled on my clit just lightly enough to make me incredibly excited, but not enough to cum.

When I thought I couldn't take it anymore he pulled his mouth away from my pussy and started rubbing the head of his cock on my love button. I came before he put it inside me, but in the middle of my orgasm he thrust it all the way in and he told me later that feeling a my pussy contract around his cock felt awesome. It was the best orgasm I've ever had. We fucked for what seemed like hours and it was very magical.