Confidence Builder
I'd never thought about cheating on my boyfriend until he cheated on me. I found out because a friend of mine saw him on a date with another girl. It was devastating. I still wanted to be with him, but I wasn't sure anymore if he was the right guy for me. I was very confused. We got into a big fight and he eventually confessed that he had sex with this girl, but he apologized over and over and begged me to forgive him. Eventually I took him back, but things between us were never quite the same.
I sort of felt I needed to cheat on him to make things fair between us, but I didn't know who I would cheat with, or how to go about it. It's ironic that my boyfriend gave me the answer. I tried to avoid the subject of his affair as much as I could, but I couldn't help myself from grilling details about this other woman out of him. I just had to know. It turned out he had met her through the Internet, and had only done so because his friends had goaded him into doing it. They had all made dates with different women the same night.
I was very shocked, especially since most of his friends had girlfriends as well. It was quite a revelation. It was almost too much to believe, but he gave me a lot of details and said it was something they had planned for weeks. He said if he didn't go through with making a date everyone would have laughed at him. I couldn't believe how stupid his excuse was.
I was very nervous about meeting a stranger for sex, but in the spirit of justice (actually it was more like revenge) I signed up on an Internet dating site and started looking for a guy to have a one-night stand with. I didn't tell anyone about it.
It wasn't hard to find someone suitable. There were lots to choose from. I felt a little evil, but I searched for guys who admitted they were already in relationships. Even with such a narrow focus I still had over thirty gorgeous prospects, and that was just within a fifty-mile radius of where I lived.
I chose a guy called Mark. He was everything I've always wanted in a lover. He wasn't overly muscular, but he had a beautiful body and a large cock. From talking to him online it was obvious he was only looking for conquests, but for a one-night stand he was perfect.
Learning from my boyfriend's mistakes I told him I didn't want to go on a date in public where we might be seen together. Mark was cool with that and invited me over to his house. On the drive to Mark's place my breathing was faster than normal and my palms were sweating. It was exactly how I felt the night I lost my virginity. My pussy was already wet when I rang his doorbell.
Mark was more than I expected. Not only was he gorgeous, he was also very charming. I didn't feel weird or awkward at all when we started making out. I didn't even think about my boyfriend when I pulled at his belt buckle- I just wanted to get his cock out and marvel at it.
I covered the shaft and head with kisses and he leaned back on his couch so I could get into a position where I'd be able to give him a proper blowjob.
He was able to stay hard after he came in my mouth, but he still wanted to recuperate so he ate me out for an hour. I had two fabulous orgasms and I was in total ecstasy when he got on top and eased his huge cock inside me. I've never been fucked so well in my life. First it was slow, so much so that I was going crazy, and then he picked up speed until his balls were slapping against my ass. Sex has never made me feel so fulfilled.
We did it in every position we could think of. Mark was obviously very satisfied and I felt a sense of pride. He even said he'd never been with a woman who could take all of his cock like I did. I'm not sure if I believe him, but it was a nice compliment. Sex has never made me feel more like a woman, and cheating gave my self confidence a huge boost.
The next day I broke up with my boyfriend. His idea of sex is a ten-minute fuck missionary style. He's never made me feel like Mark did. I didn't pursue a relationship with Mark though. I knew after I left I was just another conquest for him, but I don't care. He was a conquest for me. I feel like I was reborn that night. I can't believe how crazy I was to be in a relationship where I was taken for granted.
I haven't done the one night stand thing since that night either. The Internet dating site has tons of guys looking for relationships too. It didn't take me long to find a real man to go out with- one mature enough not to cheat on me because his friends told him to. The guy I'm going out with now is just as good looking as Mark, and his cock is even a little bigger. We've been dating for just over a month and I'm actually falling in love.
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