Perfect Arrangement

I've been married for two years and ever since our honeymoon sex has gotten routine. I was watching Dr. Phil and his show about problems arising from doing more work planning a wedding than a marriage, and it made a lot of sense to me. It described my relationship perfectly. I really was a lot more prepared for my wedding day than my actual relationship. It's easy to get caught up in the idea of a 'happily ever after,' but now that reality has set in and I look at the man I married, I know I made a huge mistake.

Even though sex with my husband is boring, we still don't do it very often. He travels a lot and leaves me alone for long periods of time. Sometimes I get so horny I don't know what to do with myself. I have a lot of dildos and vibrators, but it's just not the same as getting fucked by a real cock.

I never thought I'd be the type of person to cheat on my husband, but I started going to bars and nightclubs just to have casual sex. It was very risky behavior, especially since we have a lot of single friends who might have seen me, but I felt like I didn't have much choice. I had to get laid.

I stopped going to bars when I discovered I could meet men through the Internet, and it's been a lifesaver. It's very easy to get a discrete relationship started with a good profile at a large dating service. Ever since I had our computer connected to the Net I've found tons of guys more than willing to satisfy my every desire, and I'm having the best sex of my life. I'm sure Dr. Phil wouldn't approve, but fuck him. He's not right all the time. I'm sure he would tell me to get a divorce, but I don't think that's an option. It would be financially devastating, and what my husband doesn't know won't hurt him.

I have a perfect alibi that's flexible. I joined a gym. I don't have to show up back at home wearing the same clothes, and in an emergency I have a place to shower. Plus sex is great exercise- I've even lost a little weight over the last few months, all from getting royally fucked on a regular basis. I can't get away with evening dates by telling my husband I'm going to the gym, but that's okay, when he leaves on business trips I don't need an alibi, I have all the time I want to fuck around.

So far my dating pattern has been fairly erratic. I've been going through phases over the last few months. I have a bunch of one-night stands until I meet a guy that totally blows me away, and then I end up having an affair with him for about two weeks before moving on to someone new. It's weird, when I was single, I would have gone crazy over many of the guys I've recently passed over. I wish I had started dating guys through the Net before I met my husband. I know I'd be a lot better off.

My latest boyfriend is a totally gorgeous tennis instructor. I'm not rich, I can't believe I'm fucking a tennis pro! I know he's having affairs with a few of his clients, but I don't care. I just feel lucky he finds the time and the energy to have sex with me whenever I call him (which lately has been almost every day). He has a perfect tan and a very easygoing personality. I'd even go as far to say he's almost every woman's fantasy come true- his body is rippling with muscles and he has beautiful six pack abs. Just looking at him gets me wet.

Sometimes I feel a little guilty, knowing that I've broken my marriage vows about a hundred times. I don't think about it often, but for some reason I usually fell most guilty when I'm giving a guy a blowjob or taking it in the ass, but when I'm getting fucked by a guy who knows what he's doing in bed, that's a different story. A good orgasm makes me forget about my marriage completely.

Speaking of my marriage, I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one screwing around. I know my husband and I'm sure he's not keeping his dick in his pants on his business trips. I can't prove anything though, but I'm fairly sure. It doesn't matter though, I don't even see any harm from it as long as he's discrete. I'd be quite a hypocrite if it made me insanely jealous.

I think I must be having better sex than he is though. The sluts at my husband's company aren't incredibly good looking. I'd be a little more scared if he was into computers since I've had so much success online, but he's a total technophobe.

I don't know how to describe my life right now, but I know I'm very happy. I think my marriage has an unspoken arrangement that works very well. Who knows, maybe some day my husband and I admit our infidelities to each other and have an open relationship. Hell, maybe we'll end up on the Dr. Phil show as an example of an alternative lifestyle that works. It's a weird world. Anything is possible.

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